Change

Today we looked for places to live, and I was reminded of how much I hate doing so. It rained the entire time, and by the time we looked at only a few places my kids were spent. I've decided that I hate getting attached to things, doesn't matter what it is, I feel out of control when I do it. I guess that's why it takes me awhile to adjust, because it feels like the minute I do, here comes the winds of change and I'm wrapped up in having to become accustomed to something new and and completely different. I'm wanting our own place which is normal, but I'm loving the ward and the area that we're in. I love that I can walk down the street to the Veterans swimming pool and enjoy a fun day with the kids. I love the back yard & eatting twin pops with the kids in the warm sun. I don't know where we're moving for sure, but I hope that it has a yard that I can feel safe in with my children, and just enjoy life as I do now. I wish that we we're buying our own place, but the dream is there for down the road, and when it comes I'll be so thankful. Until then I'm just going to have to enjoy living in a rental...sigh~